Japi

I'm really happy. Bit by bit, I am removing negativity from my life. I thought about it and I think I've changed quite a lot as a person recently. Whereas before I could be quite a conduit for negativity, and at various times and through various means, encouraged negativity to come into my life, I now do not. Now when I see negativity I just think "I don't want that, it's not worth it", because it isn't. I have much better things to do with my time than waste it with negativity and negative people. It makes me happy to think about it.

For example, recently I dscovered a "friend" with whom there have been a lot of troubles with in the past had deleted me on facebook. We had spent several months not speaking, and a few months ago she decided to make friends with us again, which I was fine with because there's no need to hold a grudge when someone takes everything back and apologises. But anyway, the other day I was looking through some photos and thought I'd go see what was going on on her facebook only to find I need to add her as a friend to see these things. While it perplexes me and intrigues me a little, before, I would have investigated and probably got into some kind of messy argument. However now, I just don't care! I love being like this.

I'm very grateful for the recent changes in my life. I have some amazing people in my life. It's so important to be close to people who bring out the best in you, I found this out last year, the guy I lived with told me that's what you need in a serious relationship, and this is true, but it's helpful in friendships too.